This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Monday, August 15, 2011
All the things that I want myself to be
When is the day that I'd stop crying? Where is the strong me? Flop.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart While i'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar
"You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn't exactly match up with all your plans.

It happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see. It isn't her calming you down when you yell. It’s her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It’s not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it’s not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s her standing there, admitting she’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved."

Andrew Landon




And I choose you, come what may. No matter.


Saturday, March 26, 2011
When she...
"A feeling is just a feeling, till you let it get the best of who you are. Then sleep gets harder, and I need more of you. " ~Never Alone
And i smiled to myself reading this.

Monday, February 28, 2011
Us, humans.
"It's almost comical to watch what happens within me after anything and everything you do- the way i feel inside, the way my head spins into overdrive when you even begin to look at me, your eyes searching my face~"

Friday, February 18, 2011
No regrets, just love.
Happy things. Things could be worst. Things can be better. Things would be different. I am going to enjoy every individual moment. Because i know, things doesnt come easy. And i know that, im not going to get another one quite like it.
With you, you always make me laugh, make me smile. At times, i cant stop smiling and it makes my face ache. But, i love this ache. This ache makes everything felt real. You never ask anything for more, just a smile from me. Sometimes i feel, it's unfair to you. Like you said, actions speaks more louder than words. And im going to prove it to you, i am going no where. Right here, right now with you.
Those three words you whispered, hehs.. it made me want to teared so bad. But, i fought it. That is one of the things that dont come easily. Even without words spoken, you would. And, I love you too. You are my keeper. Thank you so much behbeh. (: