This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
The future looks bleak. I am really scared now. There are so many uncertainties. And you know how I hate it when things are uncertain or I am uncertain. That image in front of me yesterday, I wouldn’t want to imagine my immediate ones to take up that position, though it is inevitable. I don’t know if I was strong enough to hold up that enormous pile of emotions. I was so choked up yesterday. One after another, I thought. I stood one corner without any words came out of my mouth the whole day. Ego, I name it. Finally, I’ve lost the battle. After it all, there is so much that one could take; hot tears eventually flow and it’s not going to stop yesterday. I know. Redha

AL-FATEHA.
Just so you know, I was looking out for you in the midst of it all.