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Friday, October 24, 2008
Many random thoughts have been circulating round my head lately. Like Peter who ask about the main difference between a womanizer and a playboy to topics that I could talk about with ghosts; if I have summon enough courage to do so. I began to see that I should not be caught angry lest people around would suffer too. Anger most of the time drives me to the edge, when it does it also ropes in an awful lot of people with me. I am sure many of my closed friends have yet to see me in that state because I usually suppressed it. Not because I am weakling but it is such an ugly side of me. This brings me to a point where there are individuals out there who labels me as piece of living contradiction. I don’t owe anyone a living. People in general can be categorized in two ways- those who are a load full of ironies themselves and mother fuckingly do not realized that they have been digging up their own grave. The other one reacts and respond aptly. It is not wrong to say that everyone have made their version of contradictions or basic things like telling lies. Don’t try to dictate other people, get a control of your life first. What I always question or ponder about when bad things go around me is the intention of the person themselves. What are they trying to achieve because I like to be in the know. We have to know we have what it takes. We have to know what we are capable of right. We have to know why those people are doing such instances. Attention, superiority or jealousy you name it. Am I rambling down here? I think I am. My point is this: whoever said "What you don't know can't hurt you", was a complete and total moron. Because for me, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world. |