This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Michel’s 23rd Birthday was awesome baby! Though ¾ of her friends we do not even know who. Her boyfriend is nice & friendly. We bought her a sexy red Zippo lighter with the rolling stone icon. Mel remembered that she always misplaces her lighter and the two of us manage to catch “Mitch’s Weird Intro Move”, once again. Mel and I then, sneak off and sit at the benches in front of the skate shop where the bar Vista had these two dudes doing acoustic. How much I am into acoustic you know or not? Voice, darn good for a local and songs were double awesome baby! Both of us were mesmerized by the way he strums the guitar and that creates the urge for us to pick up. –Yet, cannot make it one! Surely, give up first way through. xD

Farid met up with me on Saturday night after work. It has been ages since Maroon 5 and I have got over what he said back then over the phone. One of the things I like meeting up with him is because he is the same like my other closed guy friends who never fails to crack me up. That is the only good thing about him that I can think of as of now. The rest I shall keep to my own self lest there is an outburst of emotions coming from me. Now, I am not sure if a pretty and colorful picture would eventually come out of these. I am being skeptical down here.

The last couple of days with no more than 4 hours of sleep each are killing me. I so can feel it. I didn’t go to school on Monday as I couldn’t open my left eye. PANIC ATTACK! Thank god it wasn’t serious. It was just some strain due to lack of sleep which is not healthy for me. I had to wear the eye patch for 3 hours. Kental sey! I need sleep because I am increasing mileage very soon. No sleep means bad news for me as I have to wake up early in the morning for school, feeling groggy. The word groggy has made a fool out of me at work on Saturday. Stupid, Fizah! Nonetheless, body cells would not be able to repair properly and I have not been eating well, I know. Good that comes out from these is that my weight is going down. –find the paradox in this paragraph. (:

Wishful thinking that makes me happy currently- I WANT AN ANG-MOH BF just like Drake in Drake and Josh WHO CAN SING AND PLAYS THE GUITAR! That, I don’t call being skeptic. Ha-ha