This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Thursday, November 27, 2008
Meredith: Human beings need a lot of things to feel alive.
George: Family . . .
Cristina: Love . . .
Izzie: Sex.
Derek: But we only need one thing . . .
Burke: To actually be alive.
Cristina: We need a beating heart.
Addison: When our heart is threatened . . .
Alex: we respond in one of two ways.
George: We either run or . . .
Izzie: we attack.
Chief: There's a scientific term for this:
Alex: Fight . . .
Addison: or flight.
Bailey: It’s instinct . . .
Meredith: We can't control it.
Izzie: Or can we?

What do you need to feel alive my friends? I find that quite hard to answer. Because after all, I do need many many many things Things that I do not know how to differentiate whether it is a necessity at the end of it. Do you? The funny thing is, sometimes I feel that I really know myself. Yet, what irritates me is the fact that when I calm myself down and let things through, I do not know how or which to choose? It goes around and around and I come back to the same point where I left. At that instance, is how I actually made stupid rash decisions Silly, silly me