This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008
It all seems so real. Yet, it gives me the reason to doubt each and every occurrence.For something good to happen, there is a price to pay. Nothing comes free in this world after all.

What can’t I just take what that’s given? I always fight for something that is beyond me. I love doing things that painstakingly requires all of me. I love going through the extra lengths.

Does it seem stupid? People often love the fruits of their labour but I prefer the process of it. I love getting my hands on all the details.

Now I am thinking. What would my New Year resolutions for 2009 be? I do not want to be highly ambitious nor too humble and shoddy about it.

Needless to say, I just want to be around people who make it real for me. -Around people who does not think or talk about themselves only. –Around people who very much loves who I am and not about what I can do or offer them.