This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Friday, January 16, 2009
Everybody will eventually grow up and realised one day that not every story have a happy ending. Not everything that we dream of would turn into a reality. Everything could be pre-planned and drawn up with much perfection but only fate decides.

I turn to things and people that I trust. Looking around, I know I could not entirely say that my calls and judgements is a hundred percent fool proof. And it is not important that it’s happily ever after- just that it’s more of happy right now. See, once in awhile, I am surprised by myself- on things that I have set in mind. And once in a while, people do even take my breath away- what they do beyond their limits, astounded me.

I had said this to someone; in whom I mention that –Look knowing that you known someone long enough and typically have that “image” in mind that he/she is as such and such. What if, there is a certain thing about them that have yet to be furnished? What if you are not ready for the moment when the truth gets naked? You know it’s like secrets, if you let all the skeletons pile up and up in your closet, it’d get so full and you feel that it’d break.

Is there someone kind enough to get me The Time Traveller’s Wife by Audrey Niffenegger? And/Or Ugly by Constance Briscoe? I want to banish my mom’s book away from my cupboards and fill up mine. (: I have been running on every alternate day for about an average 5km each day. Familiar faces I have seen at the stadium and manage to get acquainted with a few of them. Some are Guards from the nearby Bedok camp. Best, cute abestu Fit pula tu! HAHAHAHAHA! MENTEL! Abis ah, Ke-Melayu-an ku sudah terserlah. (: But, anyhow, what is next for me? Adidas Sundown 10k Women’s ah! Newton boleh tolak tepi sudah! Too many things to do in March -lah. Taraa! Love you people!