This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Friday, February 20, 2009
its a positive recovery. good news,bravo! what? another round of treatment?

i am abit depressed. it would be the 5th time by then meeting Doctor Rodney.

i am constantly praying that next week would be it. done. fait. so that i could

go back to the 3 times a week routine.


at night now and then, i get constant hunger pangs. i think it must be

due to having improper meals. i get up at the earliest time at about 9am or

the latest would be 12 plus in the afternoon? by then, the breakfast that i

would fix for myself would be either koko crunch,cereals, nestum, bread &

nutella and milk or apple juice or milo. if all the above happen to run out, i just skip b'fast

cause im far too lazy to whip up items inside the fridge. when nobody's home,

my lazy mode is really on the loose! lunch?-nahh' by the time mom reaches

home it'd be four o'clock. she'd either starts to prepare for dinner or we would

meet up outside wait for the others and eat out as a family. that's dinner.


it has been a constant meet up. im tired. and yes, i kinda' miss the girls. i dont

know. time ticks away, people change. i change.