This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Monday, March 23, 2009
This pains me; I have no intention of bringing people down or to show off what my capabilities are. I help others for the pure underlying motive that I do want to offer assistance. What really gets me is-my crystal clear intention has its doubts. I am downright fucking angry by the buzz. You said I have attitude? Fuck you! You have not seen what attitude is from me you bitch! You damn messy woman, your work standards have no match against mine. That cheek of yours to say that I am scared? Fat ass, hell no! Cut that pretence. Things that are coming out from me now on to you are big chunks of sarcasm that you can’t easily fathom. That’s going to be degrading you, imbecile! Optimist?-loser i say!