This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Thursday, September 10, 2009
Cause they don’t know their worth.
We are all waiting. Isn't it time you got over how fragile you are? Show what's worth. Yet, how funny it seems the way you act, goes to show that we all had done you wrong. Did we? After all, its your life we are talking about here. So wait, if I am wrong then you are right isn't it?
Sometimes, the things we said we would do remains to be the plans of the past. The feeling of a plan backfiring is not nice. And you know, when things got twisted here and there or when i lose sight of my goals, id tend to panic. The unsure uncertain feeling makes me uncomfortable, it makes me -how should i say this? It puts me in a precarious position where i could feel me crumbling into pieces of 'DANONE cookies' and make a mess -make a mess of myself that is. I couldnt remember who told me this eons ago: "We fall to actually learn how to pick ourself up. The more we fall, the easier it is to get up." I know many would beg to differ and say it is easier said than done. Come on, if we remain in that sappy mode of ours, life still go on-night would break into day and things just flow and proceed on. That is the thing about life, you would wonder that actually we can heal. I thought i would never get over the ache when my uncle passed, yet now that pain have actually subside. Time people, time.