This is it; as ambiguous as it gets.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010
This is it; hitting the threshold.
She went all out to defy expectations. For the mere reason of being better, getting better or even be the best. Turning “why” to “why not?” and making things possible. At times, it becomes a major struggle for her. A struggle to cope, a struggle to do things right each and every time. She does not deal with disappointments best. Then, late that night everything seems to weigh down on her, she felt so overwhelmed by the whole situation. Clinging to that very fact, she cried herself to sleep.
Pathetic, seriously.