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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Heart pangs.
Ever had that feeling where when you wave someone goodbye and go on seperate ways and you had this funny-kind-of-empty feeling at the corner of your heart? Or that feeling that you never want to say good bye? My past relationships; i never really bothered and i never cared. What was on my mind was okay we met thats good and we spent time; and we are happy. Thats for today; i do not need or shall i say i dont get that missing-kind-of-pangs. This is different and ever since i woke up that day and that particular morning ~i knew i need you. The truth is, many have pointed out and many have said something. I brush it off, it didnt matter to me and for years i deny it purely because we are bestfriends. I do not want people impressions to taint it. For one,it didnt occur to me that you'd like me or even to the extent of loving me. And i know ive hurt you once over a silly situation; i have that feeling that you'd bear a grudge on me. Now, really i don't know. I do not know what to do; i dont know how to handle this. Though one thing is fo sure; after that message you sent me on your birthday, (and i can't imagine i teared while reading it) to this 5 years of friendship and counting.. xoxo, Fyzzah. |